"Suan Le!"

ohhhh happy day....

2006-08-12T00:31:00.000+08:00

wala lang *oh happy day!*

- rubix cube
- im late (10 mins. lols)
- chicken nuggets
- ateneo
- ghost? (ehehe peace!)
- Mc donalds
- Grimace!
- "walang kakain hangga't hindi nabubuo ang rubix" challenge
- Fries
- Hot Fudge
- Friday
- Eleven
- Flowers

^_______________________^

pffftttt....!!!

2006-08-10T03:40:00.001+08:00

hay after pasing the board exam...eto wala paring work (kasi naman suspended yung oath taking).

hhhmmmmm.....for the past 3 days....after watching Grave of the Fireflies...here I am still staring at the wall. *sigh* Nakakaiyak talaga.....ANG LUNGKOT NAMAN!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

pffftttt....!!!

2006-08-10T03:40:00.000+08:00

"I Just Can't Let Go!"

2006-08-02T03:05:00.000+08:00

Ooohh,
Oh, what's the matter baby?
Is the truth too hard to hear
Well, I think you know I'm not the one who lied
And now it's all behind us
And we both play out our lives
But the years don't change the way I feel inside

So we play the game out
Though it feels the same now
Are you missin' me?

Well now, baby just be aware
Of how much I still care
Ohhhh, I need your love

I gave to you
My heart and soul
Now I just need
To let you know
You're part of me
That I just can't let go (go, go)
Go (go, go)

Well, tell me somethin' baby
Is there still some thing inside
To remind you of the way it used to be?
And how the years have rolled by
Still there's somethin' I must say
No one ever could have loved you more than me

So I'm passin' time now
(Oooh)
Wishin' you were mine now
(Oooh)
Are you missin' me?
(Are you missin' me?)
(Oooh)

Well you know it's not too late
(Oooh)
Oh, how long must I wait
(Oooh)
Ohhhh, to hear you say

I gave to you
My heart and soul
(Yeay-ah)
Now I just need
To let you know
You're part of me
That I just can't let go (go, go)
Go (go, go)

(And I)
And I need your love
And I need your love
Everywhere I go there's a memory
(And)
If you can't decide on me
(Wooohh)
Well you gotta make up your mind
Someday you're gonna find
You just might need me
(Meeee)

Ohhh, baby
Ah Oooh

Well now, baby just be aware
Of how much I still care
Ohhhh, I need your love

I gave to you
My heart and soul
Now I just need
To let you know
You're part of me
That I just can't let go (go, go)
Go (go, go)

maraming dahilan....

2006-07-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

maraming dahilan kung bakit nangyayari ang isang bagay...pero kung gugustuhin nga ba natin na gawin yon...magagawa ba talaga natin kahit may mga dahilan na sya mismo ang pumipigil sa mga gusto mong mangyari?!

sa pagkakataong ito...gusto kong humingi ng kapatawaran dahil

- mahina ako...pisikal man o kahit mag-isip
- lagi akong natatakot
- ang aking kaduwagan sa mga bagay-bagay
- ang bigat ng mga nararamdaman na hindi ko masabi
- ang takot na masaktan ulit
- maulit ang mga nangyari
- matakot na masaktan ka
- dahil hindi ko masabi ang aking tunay na nararamdaman sayo
- takot maiwan uli mag-isa
- sa mga bagay na hindi inasahang nangyari
- sa mga taong dumaan...matagal...at nakakapagod
- sa mga mata na lumuha...hanggang sa natuto ng sarilihin ang pag-iyak
- sa mga salitang matagal na sanang nasabi at nadinig pero hindi nagawa
- ang segundo...minuto...oras...araw at taong binilang
- At sa aking sarili...sa sariling laging nag-aalinlangan...

malungkot.....nakakalungkot.......

That's all I ask of you

2006-07-03T04:06:00.000+08:00

No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I'm here
Nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom
Let daylight dry your tears
I'm here
With you, beside you
To guard you and to guide you

Say you love me every winter morning
Turn my head with talk of summertime
Say you need me with you now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
That's all I ask of you

Let me be your shelter
Let me be your light
You're safe
No one will find you
Your fears are far behind you

All I want is freedom
A world with no more night
And you
Always beside me
To hold me and to hide me

Then say you'll share with me one love,
One lifetime
Let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you,
Here beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go too
that's all I ask of you

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me,
Each night, each morning
Say you love me (You know I do)
Love me
That's all I ask of you

Anywhere you go, let me go too
Love me
That's all I ask of you

bakit ka masaya? at bakit ka malungkot?

2006-06-29T00:24:00.001+08:00

Bakit nga ba? aba malay ko ^_^

siguro may mga panahon talaga na masaya ka....at meron naman din na hindi. Gaya ngayong araw na `to (actually kahapon pala dahil 12:30 mn na!)...masaya kasi buhay pa ako (syempre masaya yun!) masaya ako dahil nakainom ako ng strawberry juice...yung mga ganyang bagay na simple pero nakakapag bigay ng saya sa akin.

Minsan nga hindi ko alam kung apathetic nga ba ako? o talagang hindi lang ako ganoon kadaling matuwa sa mga simpleng bagay na kakapag bigay tuwa sa karamihan. Abnormal no?!

May mga tao kasing sa mukha at galaw lang nakikita ang pagiging masaya...pero tignan mo talaga sya ...kung titignan ng mabuti...malungkot pala. Dalawa ang mukha ng showbiz, isang nakangiti at isang malungkot, pero walang kinalaman ang mga susunod kong sasabihin dyan dahil wala naman akong balak pumasok sa showbiz (asa ka pa jay!)

Malay ba natin kung ang kalungkutan ko eh syang nagbibigay ng kaligayahan sa iba at kabiibaligtaran nito ang nararamdaman ng isang taong normal na talaga namang napakagulo kung iisipin kasi magulo rin ang pagkakaayos ng pinaglalalagay ko dito.

Naalala ko ang pasyente ko sa National Center for Mental Health. Mabait sya...maraming kwnto sa buhay, pero hindi ko alam kung bakit sa likod ng mga malulungkot nyang mga kwentong binahagi sa akin, masaya parin sya...nakangiti at parang walang problema. "Easy come! easy go!" parang Bohemian Rhapsody.

Minsan tuloy napag-iisip ko kung mas mapalad ba ang taong isinilang na ang pag-iisip ay di lubos o ang taong lubos ang pag-iisip ngunit sa pag-ibig ay kapos?!

Again...and again

2006-06-25T02:24:00.000+08:00

There are things we regret
Words we wish we had gone unsaid
Starts that had bitter endings
Chances we threw away
Roads we should have never taken
Signs we didn't see
Hearts we hurt needlessly and wounds
we wished could mend.

But life gets that much harder
The past can't be re-written but
it can make you stronger
Be thankful for every change life has thrown
For every break in your heart
For every scar
Some pages were turned
Some bridges were burned
But you had lessons learned

....

2006-06-22T02:16:00.000+08:00

wow...tignan mo nga naman...dahil sa hindi lang ako makatulog kaya ko nakapag-update ulit.

eto... degree holder na....Bachelor of Science in Nursing...wow! I hope this time magiging normal na ang life ko. BUT I was wrong!

- PRC Cases : DONE
- Board exam : DONE
- Result : WALA PA!
- Hang-ups in life .......

YUN! Hang-ups in life...yun ang problema ko. Can't sleep...kahit na alam ko na kailangan kong gumising ng 9 am mamya. *sigh* Nakakapagod...nakakasawa...................

"Wbo should be blamed when a leaf fell from a tree?
Is it the wind that blew it away?
Or the tree that let it go?
Or is it the leaf itself which never held tight?"

Wow what a day! wheewwww!!!!!

2006-01-09T23:44:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm *blink blink*

Sanitex Php 60.....Cottonballs Php 20....Syringes Php 12.50....knowing that you don't need to worry coz your delivery cases is now complete....PRICELESS!!!!

There are somethings money can't buy...for everything else...theres Frisco Lying In.

Frisco Lying-in by the way is the smaller version of Jose Fabella Hospital ( hint hint: Factory of babies) a well-known maternity hospital...lots of babies....lots of D.R. cases....and a bunch of pregnant mothers overflowing in the Obstetrics and Gynecology ward like there's no tomorrow!

Duty....morning shift....vital signs....short lunch break.....a bunch of prenatal, D.R. cases and postpartum mothers! Let's call it a day!

honou signing out in 5.....4....3...2....*blink blink......

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"After all, to make a beautiful omelet you have to break an egg!"

sei! sei! sei!

2005-12-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

WHATTTTT??!!!!! Wow after the Ozine Fest 05....*blink blink* Back to real world again! wheeewwww ^^"

I woke up late with .muscle pain, blurry vision, sleepy eyes not to mention all the emotional and physical tests during the ingres and the event day. I can't still believe...1611 sold tickets! I mean....wow...really?! I was overwhelmed by the number of people and lots of cosplayer (220 participants @_@).

After a little realization (yeah really) we decided to go out to have lunch. Next stop...Greenhills! hmmmm lots of fastfood and resto...hmmmm Teriyaki boy na nga lang ^_^ Wow so many food...Ika fry, Gyu-Yakiniku don, Gyoza, Chicken Teriyaki...."parang bibitayin na tayo sa kinakain natin eh" ^_^

eventhough my body and my eyes want some rest and sleep, hahaha masaya parin araw ko ^^"

honou signing off in 5......4.....3.....2.....1

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Time goes, you say? Ah no!
Time stays, we go.

Boring....

2005-12-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

Another day...another hospital duty...morning shift....another boring day in a private hospital T_T

WALANG MAGAWA!!! my fist time to be roatated in that area. "Adult Ward of Dr. Fe del Mundo Hospital" It is a private hospital and as expected....WALANG GINAGAWA!!! Ang arte ng mga patient dun o dahil nasany lang ako sa government hospital na toxic, more than 30 patients per ward, patients are more cooperative. Totally different environment!!! Kaya nga I dont like to have a duty in a private hospital...tapos ward pa! For goodness sake! I'd rather choose to be in Emergency Room of Jose Reyes or Intensive care unit and let my body feel how busy the area is....waaahhhh ayaw ko na dun kahit 1st day ko lang ngayun....4 days remaining pa! T_T

Well anyway walang na naman akong magagawa but to wait for my next area (I wish to be in Jose Reyes or in Frisco lying in).

That's all for today...honou signing off in 5..4..3..2..1 Ciao!

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"I slept and dreamed that life was beauty;
I woke, and found that life was duty"

T_T

2005-12-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

You dont love me anymore

We've been together for so very long
But now things changing, oh I wonder what's wrong
Seems you don't want me around
The passion is gone and the flames died down

I guess I lost a little bit of self-esteem
That time that you made it with the whole hockey team
You used to think I was nice
Now you tell all your friends that I'm the antichrist

Oh, why did you disconnect the breaks in my car
That kind of thing is hard to ignore
Got a funny feeling you dont love me anymore

I knew that we were having problems when
You put those piranhas in my bathtub again
You're still the light of my life
Oh darlng, Im beggin, won't you put down that knife

You know, I even think its kinda cute the way
You poison my coffee just a little each day
I still remember the way that you laughed
When you pushed me down the elevator shaft

Oh, if you don't mind me asking, what's this poisonous cobra
Doing in my underwear drawer?
Sometime I get to thinking you don't love me anymore

You slammed my face down the barbecue grill
Now my scars are healing, but my heart never will
You set my house on fire
You pulled out my chest hairs with an old pair of pliers

Oh, you think Im ugly and you say that Im cheap
You shaved off my eyebrows while I was asleep
You drilled a hole in my head
The you dumped me in a drainage ditch and left me for dead

Oh, you know this really isn't like you at all
You never acted this way before
Honey, something tells me you dont love me anymore, oh no no
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore

1st time!

2005-12-10T01:42:00.000+08:00

My first time! yep! my first time to create my blog...although I've already created one in friendster two days ago. You also can visit my other blog @ friendster http://honou.blogs.friendster.com/tranquility/ (yeah same contents and posts! ^_^)